BlackRose0602

Sooooo  I just watched the circle today and let me tell you that movie is absolutely terrifying. I mean holy cow I want to run and hide in my room and never come out kind of terrifying. The worst part I know their will be people on the world that have seen to movie or watch the movie and be like, " Oh hey that's actually a pretty good idea this should be a reality." It just gives me shivers. The fact that people would be so willing and joyful to give up all their freedoms and privacy...just to feel connected. I have no words. It's terrifying that I could be turned into a villain just because I want to keep my privacy to myself. I don't wan

So....I'm unsure of why I'm writing this whether it's my unstable emotions or my periodic depression or if this is truly how I feel. I feel so alone....I know so many happy people with those in their life that care and love them. Then there is me. A girl how has nothing special about her. I can see it everywhere. The look of people who pass me on the streets and even in my own home. The look of nothing as if I was just a simple spec flying in the wind. I am nothing. No one sees me because no one expects anything from me. My life will be meaningless and maybe that's for the best. Why bother those who have a chance to live. I should just disap

Okay i'm sure most people are tired of me complaining about my family but, this is the only way to vent with out them seeing so here we go. I have always sort of disliked my father's side of the family. Especially as I started to get older. Me and my bother were constantly used as free labor and even now after they sort of just stopped. My grandmother on my fathers side sees me as only a free babysitting service rather than a granddaughter choosing to focus on my cousins rather than me or my siblings. Hell she didn't even come to say hello to me after I was home from college. She only came over with my aunt to discuss her stupid car. Anyway